Age: 18
Weight: 135 lbs
Weight: 135 lbs
Dosage: 1000 ug (1 tab)
Setting: Dark bedroom
2:36 AM
T0:00-Tab is extremely bitter and
tastes like gross chemicals. Extremely unpleasant. Makes my tongue very numb.
T0:30-Starting to feel
"high", feeling lightheaded and dazed. Slight visuals in the form of
a barely noticeable colorful pattern overlayed on everything.
T0:40-Feeling very
"high". Visuals are still the same level, feel like I've just smoked
a ton. Feeling lightheaded, elated, happy, dazed, and having the same strange
thought processes that weed gives me.
T0:45-Visuals starting to kick in
harder. Things starting to breathe and vibrate. I feel like I'm vibrating and
resonating with my surroundings. Even though I am in the dark, everything is
very colorful. Any source of light has a rainbow halo around it. Everything
light colored has a rainbow sheen. Dark objects begin to have blurry outlines
and become very ambiguous in shape. Bruxism starts to kick in so I chew some
gum.
T0:50-Visuals reaching full
force. Fractals begin to fill my vision and overly everything. Every dark or
uniform area of my room becomes filled with swirling fractals and mirrored
repeating shapes. Tracers are very evident with every movement. Objects begin
to change proportions, breathing, stretching, vibrating, warping, and swirling.
My body feels like its being rocked back and forth like its on a boat. There is
an owl made of fractals on my ceiling, staring down at me. THe rest of my
ceiling has taken a grid shape that extends into infinity, each square of the
grid filled with flashing spiraling shapes. Beams of light crisscross my
ceiling, and random flashes of light are in the corners of my vision. These
fractals don't feel "organic" but rather much mroe synthetic, with
sharper angles and edges. My computer screen has fucked up proportions, with
text warping and swirling, and all white space being filled with pulsating
rings of rainbow colors.
T0:55-Huge flashing ghost images
begin appearing all over my field of view. They look like rainbow colored
holograms. Most notably are giant flying insects-hornets and wasps and beetles.
They make me feel really happy and are flying in circles all around my room.
These soon get replaced by huge armored figures standing in my room. THey are
wearing impractically huge fantasy armor with lots of spikes and bells and whistles,
stoically standing there and watching me. They aren't vivid or realistically
colored, but rather are translucent and rainbow colored. Ghost images follow
everything I look it, blurring my vision, but they eventually dissolve into
spiraling swirling fractals and flashing colors. Very interesting effect. The
breathing of everything gets more intense. I can literally feel my room
breathing, I can feel hot moist breath on me. I feel very sweaty. The walls are
breathing in and out. My room is a living thing and I am inside of it.
T1:00-My bedsheets have circles
on them (not in this state, I mean that's the design on them). Looking at them,
there are detailed human faces in each circle, each one looks hostile and is
staring at me in some sort of unhappy manner. I don't really mind though, and I
glare back at them. My computer keys are all changing in size and shape. The
keyboard is lit up and rainbows are spiraling out of the light of each key,
making typing hard but fascinating. Very little body load, extremely visual.
Still feel like I'm on a boat/in a breathing entity. I try to stand up and
realize I can't feel my legs. They feel cold and numb, but not like frozen
numb, just numb like I've been sitting on them for a while. Walking is hard and
I am having a hard time balancing. I sit back down, and feel immensly heavy. I
feel like my insides are sloshing around like I am a water balloon. This wears
off rather quickly though.
T1:10-I start to look at my
mineral collection. They are all beautiful and emitting rainbows. The crystals
are all mirrored and breathing and pulsating rainbows and fractals. I decide to
get off my computer for about 15 minutes to really sink into the trip. I stand
up and lie on my bed and stare at my ceiling and blast some music. Lights that
look like comets and amorphous blobs blast across my ceiling and dance to the
music. Spiraling flashing fractals extend into infinity as my ceiling becomes a
field of various color and shapes. In front of this are a bunch of wasps and
dragonflies flying around. I curl up like a dead bug and feel my limbs go numb.
Am I dying? Doesn't matter, the world looks cool. I can see the room starting
to fold up on itself, withering like me, the insects become more agitated and
fly around faster. I unfold my limbs and feeling rushes back. The fractals in
my ceiling become more colorful and begin to flash more excitedly and the
insects fade away. I stand up and return to the computer.
T1:20-I'm starting to feel very
hot and sweaty. It feels like a large warm wet animal is draped over me. I
stand in front of my ac for a bit and feel the tingling cold breeze on my skin
and it goes away. At this point I feel extremely happy and optimistic and have
an elated sense of self worth, believing myself to be some sage or philosopher
or some shit. I begin lecturing people on the internet about the power of
positive thinking and happiness and I honestly can do nothing but smile. Things
are still flashing and making ghost images and such. I've taken to just making
inane observations and shouting them at people like they are grand epiphanies.
T1:30-I try playing
Chivalry:Medieval warfare. It's extremely difficult. I give up pretty quickly.
T1:35-Visuals aren't as
overwhelming anymore but are strong and consistent. There is reall ynothing new
to report. For the next few hours, I am in pretty much the same state. The
visuals are all the same and are of the same strength, as are the though
processes and feeling of being high. Same fractals, same breathing, same
vibrating, same pulsating, same lights and flashes and colors.
T2:20-I decide to go to the
bathroom to get my cat. The bathroom tiles are all look like mirror images of
themselves and are breathing and pulsing colors and faces which was pretty
cool. Being in a new environment was nice and changed the nature of the
hallucinations. I grab my cat and return to my room. He is soft and his fur is
swirling and warping. I go on webcam with someone. my face is warping and
shifting in proportions, like I'm looking at myself in a funhouse mirror.
T3:30-The peak is coming to an
end. The visuals are becoming milder but I am in the same mental state. Nothing
really special to note.
T5:00-Starting to pick up again
oddly enough. The clouds outside are forming into clumps of letters, but I
can't read them. Things are still breathing and swirling and warping, no more
colors or fractals though.
T7:00-Clouds are beginning to
return to normal, warping and swirling and shifts in proportion slowing down
too. I try to sleep, its hopeless. Bruxism is very strong at this point and
very annoying, as is the sweating.
T8:00-Finally manage to fall
asleep. Trip can be considered officially over.
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