Age: 26
Weight:
130 lbs
Dosage:
30 mg vaporized
Setting:
My house
Preface: PiPT is an unsubstituted base
tryptamine, composed of a propyl and an isopropyl group paired with each other
on the ethylamine. This is seen in its name, which follows the basic tryptamine
naming convention of combining the names of the carbon chains on that ethylamine
(e.g. MET is methyl-ethyl tryptamine; PiPT is propyl-isopropyl tryptamine).
While there are a handful of scattered older
reports PiPT and its analogues didn’t reach the general public until the last
few years. Currently on the market are 4-HO-PiPT and 5-MeO-PiPT. I have only
sampled 4-HO-PiPT, which was an interesting little chemical, short but visual,
dazzling, and quite intense. It’s impossible to discern any common qualities of
the base compound or any of its other analogues from only having tried just one
member of the compound’s family. Thus I had no idea what to expect out of base
PiPT at all, beyond the dose and duration.
The sample came to me in the form of a solid
chunk of sticky tan wax. It was somewhat malleable but would crack and crumble
with enough force. It was quite tacky and most of it stuck to the bag. My house
is fairly cold so I wonder if it would be more workable if warmed up even to
body temperature.
I should also mention that this was the
fumarate salt, as this was the only form in which this compound was available.
I was too lazy to make it into a freebase. The oft repeated axiom is that one
should never vaporize a fumarate, as partial combustion of the free fumaric
acid will produce the toxic maleic anhydride. I find this supposed risk to be
entirely overblown and is just parroted by people without much thought. While
maleic anhydride can be an irritant and is hazardous in large doses, the
quantity that would be produced by vaporizing 30 mg of a fumarate salt is so
small as to be almost entirely negligible in terms of health. Of course, the
best amount of exposure to maleic anhydride is none at all, but I considered
the issue and decided it was within an acceptable level of risk to me. I noted
nothing that would indicate that I had consumed some extraneous toxin beyond
the occasional harshness of the smoke, something that can come from combustion
of nearly anything. The weight of the fumarate salt also results in a slight
loss of potency relative to the freebase. Thus, a dose of the freebase may be
slightly lower than the dose listed here.
There is a tl;dr conclusion of the effects at
the end of the report. This report is short- it was a short and fairly mild
experience though I see no value in pushing for a higher dose than this.
T0:00- I am kicked back on my couch, an oil
burner style pipe in hand. The compound is in the form of a sticky wax. It
quickly melts to a puddle, I tease the flame and get swirls of vapor, it goes
down remarkably smoothly. There is that expected tryptamine flavor, some
composite of burning plastic or scatole or burnt pumpkin. The first two hits
aren’t too big but I am already feeling a stimulated buzz- though this could be
placebo. I continue to nurse my puddle and tease the flame and wick vapor off
bit by bit.
T0:08- I am still running down the little
puddle that’s formed, chasing vapor from its fringes. I am beginning to see a
lot of grainy multicolored visual snow and there is a tightly wound tension in
my muscles, like they are bound in great green ropes, pulling ever tighter.
There is a bit of a cramp in my abdomen. The
flavor sticks to my throat and my muscles are beginning to tremor and shake, a
sure sign of my serotonin going off-kilter
T0:14- My heart is racing faster and I feel a
bit sweaty. I continue to cook the pipe as my head is swimming and spinning
around me, the world pulsing on my skull. I burn some of the compound, there’s
a few rough hits, some coughing. All the gifts of pyrolysis hit my lungs. There
is a welling, punching nausea, but not much else to say. I get a shiver.
T0:17- I have finally gotten the last of the
chemical from the pipe, my technique could use some work. I put my
paraphernalia aside and lie back and stretch out. Beads of tactile euphoria
pulse down my neurons as I stretch, a pleasant, body-affirming and grounding
feeling. Stretching and reclining in the full sun on the couch right now is
heavenly, I am bathed in gold. There are no visuals to speak of beyond some
visual snow, but the corners of my vision now buzz with increased energy, the
snow vibrating faster and faster. Stretching and languishing feels good but
there is a tick, an energetic compulsion to do something else. There is a
restlessness strung between the cozy valleys of this compound.
T0:20- I step into the backyard, I smoke a
few hits of cannabis, it is bitterly cold outside and the wind sweeps the
leaves in vast swaying arcs. The sky pulses on me, as if the weight of the
great grey above me cannot fully be processed. My eyes bounce around excitedly
to take in my surroundings, take stock in the grounded beauty of these great
heavy buildings stark against the grey sky, the littlest visual ripples and
pulses feeding added depth to the image. In the visual aspect, there was no
color to speak of, just a sense my eyes framing my surroundings as ideal and
perfect compositions, each radiating their latent energy of aesthetic
perfection as concentric heat waves, warbling my vision.
The cannabis softens the edges, it sands off
the restlessness, soothes my abdomen, files down all the jagged points.
I am grinding my jaw a great deal so I chew
some gum and then go back inside.
T0:28- I fall into reading my own writing,
shiftless navel-gazing; It comes off as strange and foreign, like hearing a
recording of my own voice. Do I really sound like this? Do I really present
like this? What image of myself is projected in this writing? My thoughts flow
freely like a swarm of eels slipping past each other in the ocean with
frictionless resolve. Every new thought blossoms like a rapidly growing
mushroom-I want to tend to it but- another flush has miraculously instantly
sprouted elsewhere! Ideas bubble and burgeon, thoughts generate with
excitement, but the flow is interrupted, it dams up, a crystalline stream
adorned with the floating petals of thoughts reaches an obstacle, it is me. It
is my languid, tired mind damming the stream, the bubbling thoughts clustering
and accumulating as they falter against me, my strung-out brain only really able
to lazily pluck one or two thoughts to examine and process. My brain is giving
me a lot of things to work with, my brain is also not in the mood to work with
anything. It feels tired. It feels like wasted energy. The flow of thoughts is
an auroral torrent in the sky, but I am a tired mind that can only stare lazily
at their beauty.
I decide to slow down, close my eyes, see
what a less sensory space may bring me-
Few visuals form, those that do look like
stains, scratches, scuffs and scrapes, there are forms but they are vague and
indistinct, distant and foggy. There are no patterns, no rhyme, no reason, a
seeming wastebin of discarded visual information. I open my eyes and I am back
in the same room. It looks the same, not much to note. Open eyed visuals are
probably indistinguishable from my background HPPD.
T0:38- This feels like the plateau of a peak.
Nothing more builds, everything has presented itself in full. I go upstairs and
hang out with our new kitten, he's small and wily and mischievous. No issues with mobility or motor control. I
feel like I am in a certain psychedelic headspace, analytical, verbose, a
clearly articulated inner voice. The experience ultimately feels very neutral.
T0:47- The cat is cuddled up against me, he’s
young and cuddly and extremely affectionate, this is so delightful. He sits on
my chest and purrs. I’m flooded with feelings of love and adoration, I close my
eyes and only see dim swirling lights, I am so sublimely comfortable.
I am fully coherent and cognizant, I can read
and comprehend, I have just been reading news stories from around the world and
reading about geopolitics. Covid is still spiking in my region, joyous. The new
variant lurks over us all.
There’s very little good news but I don’t
really care, this moment is blissful, overwhelmingly tranquil and positive. I
am here, listening to music I love on a nice big soft bed, I am exploring the
wonders of a novel psychedelic, I am flush with the swirling thoughts this
compound has imparted to me; The sun is shining through the blinds, casting
patterns that shimmer in the serotonin fog. There is an adorable little animal snuggled
up against me. All feels right. I close my eyes and the visuals are now great
sweeps of colors, pulsars flooding me with movements of blue and movements of
red, great and luminescent and impossibly vast. Great indistinct forms like
great colors drift above me like airships in the sky.
T1:00- The overall intensity of the
experience has taken a definite step down. Nausea persists and rises again, I
am cuddling with the cat, everything is gentle and hanging low like a soothing
fog. My body still feels tense and pulled tight. The already light visuals have
faded to be near indistinct.
T1:12- Feeling the experience as little more
than mental stimulation and muscle tension.
T1:35- Another wave of nausea builds, another
round of tension and discomfort. It is mostly on its way out now though
T2:30- Almost entirely back to baseline.
Conclusion: I find most base tryptamines to
be short and mild and fairly difficult to adequately describe, often lacking in
visuals or much depth, just mysterious little cousins to their more
traditionally psychedelic analogues (There are of course exceptions, like DiPT
or DPT). PiPT however, was no exception to this. It was a mild and manageable
experience, almost devoid of visuals with an induced laziness. It left me in a
languid haze punctuated with flashes of nervous energy and tension. While being
fairly mild and dull, there were also moments of bliss, euphoria, and profound
contentment. All of these qualities would come and go and ebb and flow across
the 2-and-a-half-hour duration of the experience. Perhaps a surprising amount
of variation for such a short amount of time, but even then, these changes were
slight and subtle and strayed little from the base character of this compound: a
quiet and tame neutrality. I don’t think there is much value in going beyond a
dose this high, my racing heart and nausea told me that there were likely
diminishing returns beyond this point, though perhaps I am wrong about that. I
see no need to revisit this any time soon except perhaps in combination with
other compounds.
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