Weight: 120 lbs
Dosage: 50 mg oral in gel cap
ROA: oral (in gel cap)
Setting: My apartment, north philly
Set: Had felt very depressed the
past few days and been binging on dissociatives. I woke up and felt so low and
so depressed so I decided I would make the day more exciting by testing
allylescaline.
T0:00-50 mg taken in a gelcap
T0:30-The effects are beginning
to be felt. I was unsure if this would
even do anything, but it turns out that it does indeed have effects. I am
pleasantly surprised. I get a sort of nausea and tingling numbness typical of
phenethylamine comeup.
T1:00-I am overtaken with a tingling
and electrifying bodyload, its pretty noticeable and while restless, feels warm
and pleasant, like I am buzzing with warmth. I smoke as I always do as I begin
to peak on trips, and the first visuals start to appear, which surprises me as
this one is apparently not supposed to be visual.
T1:30-My roommates are watching
some show called “Million Dollar Extreme” that relies on a lot of very surreal
absurdist humor. I notice the visual effects used in the show strongly resemble
the experience of being on dissociatives, especially DXM. I begin to think
about that state and it almost feels like I’m replicating it just by thinking
about it. Visuals are flashing in red and green, they are boldest when I blink
really fast. CEV’s seem like pretty mild swirling and patterning, and OEV’s are
faint patterns on the walls, reminiscent of 2C-B. Auditory effects come in the
sense of losing all depth, with far away things sounding close by, with some
echoing and reverb. Mentally, I am very lucid, it feels like being very stoned,
I am pretty spacey and dazed and my mind wanders a lot. However it feels
“clearer” and “sharper”, like the fogginess of being stoned is gone.
T2:30-I have been watching a
movie for a while in the dark. The movie is Aguirre,
The wrath of god. I’m not really paying attention for most of it, the whole
thing is in German with no English subtitles. Its hard for me to tell whats
going on, I keep getting distracted. I’m seeing patterns appear in the
background of the movie and it looks like its extra high def. The dark room
also fosters flashing red and green patterns. I’m still very lucid. There feels like a very slight increase in sociability, less anxious than usual but thats it really.
T3:30-We go out for food, its my
first time walking in a while and it feels positively divine. I feel in tune
with my limbs as conceptual and neural entities although physically I feel very
numb and floaty all over. Its cool to feel in control of my body like this,
like I am piloting a big ghost. There is light but colorful patterning in the
sky. It’s been the same sorta geometry the whole time-almond or aureola shaped
objects in a matrix of tessellated repeated sharp cornered patterns.
T4:30-I go out to friend’s house.
I feel spacey and stony and get lost in thought. The visuals have mostly died
down to color enhancement.
T6:00-Back to baseline
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