After about 160 (edit: its >200 I have surpassed 200 now oops) hallucinogenic
experiences, it becomes obligatory to ask myself “Why am I Doing this so much?
Why do I keep doing this? What am I gaining from this?” Has this just become
comfortable routine? Possibly. Am I improving the sober life that I spend the
majority of my time in? Depends on how you define improvement. Am I having fun?
Not even half the time honestly. However, an interesting application
materializes when one touches upon the fringes of a movement called transhumanism.
I should
begin with a disclaimer that I would not at all define myself solidly as a
transhumanist. I am not immersed in transhumanist thought or behavior, I do not
promote or practice transhumanist thought or behavior, and I honestly am not
very knowledgeable on the subject or the extent of its definitions. This is
simply me as an outsider poking into this vast world of thought and suggesting
an off kilter idea.
So to
begin, what is transhumanism? Transhumanism to me is a school of thought
involved with the process of human evolution not being driven externally by
natural selection, but being driven internally by innovation and a desire to
fully take control of our minds, bodies, and environment. It posits that humans
are entirely capable of producing augmentations that will allow us to overcome
our physical and mental limitations, thus evolving us into a sort of
post-human. The post-human is the endgoal of transhumanism, and the movement is
mostly concerned with how we will reach that state. The means with which we
shall transcend humanity deal mostly in modern biotechnology. Cybernetic
enhancements, medical procedures, artificial intelligence, virtual reality,
bioprinting, and digitation of the mind are several of the ways which
transhumanists see us achieving further evolution. Perhaps our physical and
mental limitations are to be overcome through simply attaining a purely
cybernetic existence in a virtual reality of our own design, one in which are
can establish the parameters of our being beyond any current limits.
There are
several implications of transhumanism. One of which is the very definition of
“limitations”, which in the wrong hands can lend itself to eugenics and social
Darwinism. It should be stressed that this is not philosophy inherent to the
movement, but rather a grimmer interpretation of it. I think “limitations” as a
term in this respect can be healthily established as a subjective parameter
that caps the abilities of each individual relative to their own experience.
Thus transhumanism can be seen as each individual’s customization of their own
existence to overcome what they themselves perceive as obstacles to their lives.
The term limitation should not be assigned any objective value. Furthermore
there is the fact that transhumanist technologies are overwhelmingly expensive
and exclusively available to those who can afford them. There are also moral
implications with toying with our fundamental being, both from a theological
and biological perspective. This thinkpiece isn’t about those criticisms
though, although they definitely should not be ignored. Their specters haunt
all halls of thought.
Where does
tripping balls play into this? Well, we must look at the work being done
recently by organizations like MAPS and the Beckley foundation. These are
people who truly believe in the therapeutic potential of hallucinogens, people
who believe that one of the most revolutionary things in the field of
psychology has been seriously hampered by decades of stigma and irresponsible
use. I am heavily inclined to agree with them on that. Therapeutic use of
hallucinogens must be understood from the perspective of a highly customizable
human experience. The general theory behind therapeutic use is to take
advantage of the perceived mental malleability that is induced. The
hallucinogen influenced mind is in a state of high suggestibility, increased
cognitive interconnectedness, openness to novel ideas and experiences, and
entire shifts in paradigm and perspective. Indeed, many individuals outside of formal
clinical settings have cited psychedelics as being instrumental in helping them
overcome addiction, depression, and many other obstacles. Unfortunately, there
is an equally sized, if not larger body of people who have not experienced such
amelioration or profound shifts in their lives (or sometimes quite the
opposite), hinting that this area of therapy requires further study to be
refined and precise in its treatment.
Imagine if
people were able to successfully harness psychedelics to overcome the limitations
of their minds- People could metaphorically dissolve their cognitive structures
and reconstruct them as they see fit to serve their needs. It has immense
potential in everything from helping to treat severe mental illness or
addiction, to smaller mundane tasks such as simply augmenting existing abilities,
like focus and motivation. This is complete customization of the human mind.
Now it isn’t entirely proven that psychedelics have this capability, this is
all just idealist fantasies. The truth is certainly more complicated. However,
various recent studies (I’ll cite them if you ask me) have shown great promise,
especially for treatment of PTSD and end of life anxiety. It should be noted
that this is all done in a clinical, controlled, and therapeutic setting. This
isn’t a kid eating 5 tabs of acid at an EDM show. Nevertheless, the point to be
drawn from this is the concept of the customizable mind, and from there,
customizable experiences and feelings.
But even
beyond therapeutic uses and other applications that could be considered
objectively “useful” by conservative minds, there is the sheer novelty of the
potential to manufacture feelings and augment experiences, for creative,
mystical, or recreational purposes. There is nothing wrong with this, every
tool can be applied several ways. An example/inspiration I would like to cite
is this manga titled Ultraheaven. In
this story, all hallucinatory drugs have not only been legalized, but have
become normalized, and treated as a natural and intractable part of the human
experience. Cocktails of substances are touted as being synthetic experiences and
manufactured feelings. Every mental discrepancy a person perceives in
themselves can be satisfied or compensated. Novelties like feeling the ability
to fly or the ability to feel as if you are soaking in a hot tub are easily
available. Bartenders are experienced pharmacologists with a knowledge of what
cocktails to stir up to meet customer’s needs. The society is depicted
cynically, as a world crumbling under its own hubris from overcoming the
emotional and mental limitations of humanity. Yet, the possibility of a
psychedelic society where hallucinogens are used to compensate for the
shortcomings of the human mind isn’t entirely absurd.
One argument
against such a state would be that people simply couldn’t handle it. And
perhaps this society could not exist through casual usage in seedy parlors. The
response to this is to simply have a structure of professional guidance for
psychedelic use, an organization to provide a proper set, setting, and education
for meaningful experiences. Of course, this, to a degree, axes much of the
recreational and novel potential of these substances. And perhaps there still
simply would be people who would not be able to handle such an experience. But
perhaps these facilitations could pave the path to more normalized and
responsible widespread use, lead a social shift towards a society where people could
indeed make use of these experiences with limited negative effect. Furthermore,
a great deal of one’s experience with hallucinogens is influenced by
suggestibility and conditioning. If there’s a widespread atmosphere of
acceptance and understanding towards hallucinogens, this can condition all
people to go into these experiences with less anxiety and reduce the chance of pervasive
negative thoughts. Several peoples throughout the world have used
hallucinogenic substances for shamanic and spiritual rites, with these
substances holding a place of reverent significance and non-stigmatized
normalization in their society. I’m not saying that shamanic and mystical
ritual use of hallucinogens is comparable to someone trying to for example,
make a day at the aquarium more exciting. That’s honestly downright offensive.
What I am saying however, is that a society must hold these substances in a
place of normalized use and functionality as opposed to holding them in a place
of stigma and abuse. This has a positive feedback loop effect in which it lays fertile
ground for positive and productive experiences, and lessens the chance of
negative or catastrophic effects.
An attempt
to create a codified index of the effects of each substance on my body has
become my latest project with respect to psychedelics. For example, I know that
2C-B will add visual flair to an experience without too much depth, 5-APDB is
for empathogenic effects without stimulation, etc etc. Everything has its uses
and unique properties, and it is up to me to test out how these intermesh, so they
can then be applied to augment specific situations. While this still remains
entirely within the realm of recreational novelty, perhaps with the correct
resources to provide the correct set and setting I can use these substances to
improve myself and my life experience in truly meaningful and profound ways.
For a detailed survey of my personal experiences with hallucinogens and their possible applications in my life, check out The Hallucinogenic Toolkit.
For a detailed survey of my personal experiences with hallucinogens and their possible applications in my life, check out The Hallucinogenic Toolkit.
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