Age: 26
Weight:
130 lbs
Dosage:
50 mg vaporized
Setting:
My house
Preface:
MALT is the base form of the Methyl-ALlyl Tryptamine family, unsubstituted for pleasure. The
allyl group it bears has the distinction of containing a double bond. This is better
known in the di-allyl tryptamine family,
DALT.
The
other relatives of MALT that I have encountered were 5-MeO-MALT and 4-HO-MALT.
While 5-MeO-MALT has been around for many years, 4-HO-MALT is a more recent
development, and the base compound MALT has mostly been extremely rare and only
become easily available very recently. 4-HO-MALT was a short acting and mild
psychedelic that was curiously nearly devoid of any bodyload. 5-MeO-MALT was
interesting, intense, and dissociating but ultimately felt pretty
uncomfortable. I had little idea what to expect from the base MALT.
I
only encountered this compound as a fumarate salt. While it is seemingly common
knowledge that one should never vaporize fumarates due to the formation of
irritating and potentially toxic maleic anhydride, I find this risk to be
greatly exaggerated. A reasonable amount of almost any vaporized fumarate salt
of a tryptamine would not produce a meaningful amount of maleic anhydride that
would post any serious threat to health, or even any irritation. There is some
loss in potency vs. the freebase due to the weight of the fumarate salt, but
this is the only negative effect that holds water in my opinion. While the best
amount of toxic maleic anhydride to be exposed to is none, I decided for myself
that vaporizing this amount just this one time did not present significant
risk.
There
is a conclusion of the experience at the end. Overall it had a very short
duration, was somewhat mild and boring, and was surprisingly visual, unlike
many base tryptamines. My brain mostly did not know what to do with itself,
though this substance did not lead itself to much activity beyond just lying
around. This is a very short report for me because it was a very short experience, I do not have too much to say.
T0:00- Melted a puddle in an oil burner pipe and vaporized it, this
one isn’t too bad to vaporize. Muted flavor, mild and smooth.
T0:15- I spent the last 15 minutes nursing
and swirling and cooking the melted tryptamine, sucking off the little swirls
of vapor. This seems to take a decently high temperature to really get going
and I was able to pull a few large hits. Effects crept up as I vaporized it,
bits of stimulation and discomfort. At last, when the puddle is finally dry, it
crashes in. I hurtle towards a looming peak. It comes down on me like a
diaphanous avalanche, a sudden sunken feeling. I am so suddenly sweaty,
jittery, and shaky. There is a sensation of cooling and rising all over and
across my body.
Faint visuals begin to display on the
ceiling- drifting and dancing fractal forms like the sutures of certain
ammonite shells, wriggling and determined lines that wave and drift across its
surface, cast in deep violet. I close my eyes and I am greeted by cavernous
spaces decorated with large, simple forms in dull colors placed in regular
patterns. There is little motion beyond the drifting one might expect from a
wide river, there is little light, just a hollow. Visuals do seem to arise more
with my eyes open, they are glassy and ghostly but they are present- I gaze at
my ceiling and see fronds and palmettos radiating and shooting off into
drifting infinities, faint violet and pulsing with stripes of green. The
fronds, the sutures, the fractals, the radials, they all lazily drift across
the ceiling, bumping, swirling, intermixing; faint and hardly discernible but
certainly there. It is like a parade of diatoms slowly drifting by, all of them
flowing past and amongst each other, no direction, no intention. The forms
swirl and billow in their drifts like vapor.
T0:20- The intensity peaks more and more, I
begin to feel a little uncomfortable- perhaps I’ve overshot it? I feel cold,
all I want to do is bundle up with blankets and cuddle up and wrap myself in
soft things. I am lying here, splayed out on the bed, tossing in the tumults of
the MALT-ocean, the biting crests and froths and sprays of its waves pepper my
face, it all adds up to what should be an uncomfortable experience but
ultimately, it really isn’t. I feel at ease, I feel comfortable, there is a
pleasantry to this.
My mind is just completely blank. I don’t
know what to think about, I feel like I should be thinking about something but
I can’t really affix myself to anything. I don’t feel any urge to ponder
memories, to consider my surroundings, to read about the wider world around me,
I just sit there and exist. Not in any Zen sense, there is an anxiety to it, an
impatience, it is like my brain is anxiously waiting for something that it
knows deep down will never come. I am adrift in this transitional purgatory
until the whole ordeal can be sorted out, my brain rendered to a loading screen
replete with some nice imagery like the hold music on a telephone.
Maybe I don’t need to think, maybe I don’t
need to engage. Many psychedelics give me compulsions, a compulsion to go
outside, expend energy, better myself- this is just a blank slate. Perhaps I am
not seeking anything in my life as it stands, and that has manifested in this
space, a mind in an empty room with no purpose. I am at a loss for words. I am
at a loss for thoughts. I feel like I am perhaps wasting my time here. If I
stroll into MALT’s office with no questions, I will receive no answers. Though
a part of me wonders what answers this compound would even have to offer- is it
that my mind was simply absent, or that the compound lent itself to my absence?
But I have no choice but to linger as the chemical flows through my synapses. I
look at my screen and the words are rising and drifting off of it.
T0:30- The discomfort across my body has given
way to a warmer and more soothing sensation. This is nice, I am rolling around
on the bed, taking pleasure in the sensation of soft things against my body.
The cat is here too and snuggling with him is another warmth and delight. This
seems to be the comedown phase of the experience already. My flow of thoughts has
changed too, from that blank absence now to a more familiar psychedelic state,
in which my mind flows free and builds connections and associations naturally
and organically with great articulation and logic, this is a curious thing to
meditate on and ponder. That the peak was almost inhibiting, but once its grip
had been released, the neurons can stretch and breathe and form something
insightful and meaningful with one another.
T0:40- It is quietly filtering out, it is
nothing but a gentle and nostalgic relaxation by this point, visuals are
present but muted. Nausea has receded mostly. Stimulation lingers.
T0:50- There are still occasional visual
flashes and flutters, this is nice, one visual that stands out is purple and
green stripes on my blinds and pulsing vibrating stripes like guitar strings on
the walls, but there is little else. Most of the physical sensations have faded
by now.
T1:30- Back to baseline.
Conclusion: MALT joins the pantheon of base
tryptamines as yet another mild and short-lasting experience. While it is more
visual and introspective than many other base tryptamines, it still pales in
comparison to any tryptamine’s 4-HO or 4-AcO analogue. I gained little insight
into the overarching qualities of the MALT family. Beyond the visual flourish,
there was little to be gained from this compound in such a short amount of time.
All I could really do was sit or lie in a daze and think, save for the end when
a pleasant state of psychedelia settled in, displacing an initial slight
discomfort from the initial administration of this compound. This was a simple
and novel curiosity and not one I will likely be revisiting except perhaps in
combinations with other drugs.