FXiPr
Age: 30
Weight: 145 lbs
Dosage: 450 mg intransal
Setting: At home. Late at
night.
[NOTE: This is an extremely
large dose for most people, intended for an intense experience with an unfortunate hard
tolerance. Tolerance for this one builds in a unique way, which is detailed below.
For the normal dissociative user, I would suggest starting at 80-100 mg. An
intense hole experience like this would probably come about at 150-175 mg. However,
for dosing advice I would strongly suggest cross referencing this report with
other reports that have been shared online]
As usual, feel free to
skip the intro, its pharmacology and chem jargon mostly.
Preface; FXiPr, or
2-FXiPr, or 2-F-2’-Oxo-PCiPr, comes to us as a natural progression of
arylcyclohexylamine development. We have 2-FXE, exploring halogenated alternatives
to MXE. We have MXiPr, playing on the MXE theme with a different amine. A simple
mix and match of those two paths that have been explored and behold- FXiPr.
A note on nomenclature- I
was of course wary of the identity of this compound after the 2-FXE naming fiasco- for those unfamiliar, 2-FXE was initially sold as 3-F-2’-Oxo-PCE, a fluorine
on the 3 position. It wasn’t until later lab analysis that it was found that
all of the 2-FXE being sold was 2-F-2’-Oxo-PCE- the fluorine was on the 2
position instead of the 3! Seems like a minor difference but that small
modification greatly affects potency and duration. FXiPr when sold was clearly advertised
as the 2-position isomer, which was nice to see. I ran 1H nmr on the FXiPr to confirm
this, and it indeed was the 2-position isomer. (compare to this sample of
2F-DCK). Now, in the past I have advocated for “2-FXE” to be called 2-2-FXE,
for clarity, and this should similarly be referred to as 2-FXiPr. So why am I
saying 2-2-FXE in this report and not 2-FXiPr? It is mostly for accessibility,
as people searching for information on this new drug will not be searching
2-FXiPr, I want this information to be easy to find! And while a 3-2-FXE was initially
alleged to exist (and did exist briefly!), there is no counterpart to FXiPr, so
for now, despite how it hurts my pedant heart, I am not making the distinction.
This compound is nice
because it fits pretty neatly into the expected structure activity relations.
It very cleanly follows the expected pattern-So first lets just say MXiPr is
analogous to MXE in the sense that FXiPr is analogous to 2-FXE. Whereas MXiPr
is less potent than MXE, FXiPr is indeed magnitudes less potent than 2-FXE.
Whereas MXiPr is heavier, more sedating than MXE (In my experience), FXiPr is
heavier and more sedating than 2-FXE. It fits neatly into the whole class of
compounds and behaves exactly as expected. Sometimes these patterns are very
simple!
I have to confess this report
is tarnished by my ever growing tolerance. I take an immense dose that most
casual users should not attempt. Despite my tolerance though, this is not a potent drug no matter how you slice it. It has a potency similar to ketamine, perhaps even less so, but it's hard to comment on that with my tolerance. I was initially irked at the impotency of this
drug, but when I accepted that I had to just chuff a hell of a lot of powder, I
came to like it, it has a deep positive euphoric character, it is bereft with
sensations of ocean waves and glowing and pulsing energies. The hole is deep and
elaborate. The comedown is lucid and pleasant. An enjoyable mania pervades the rush
of the comeup and the long steady comedown- it is mostly consumed by the heavy
intensity of the peak of the experience and tends to recede then. This is a
wonderful drug, it perhaps just suffers from impotency. Happens to the best of
us.
The duration is short
overall, it is certainly something suitable for casual use and fits a role similar
to ketamine- a fairly low commitment experience that is so impotent and
forgiving with dosages that it can lend enhancement to a wide variety of settings.
It is of course more bright, visual, interesting and engaging than ketamine, with
a manic edge on the comeup and comedown of the experience. Those not used to
manic dissociatives would do well to be wary of that aspect of the trip.
This compound has uniquely
built tolerance unlike any I have taken. My first trials were sub 100 mg doses with
notable effects. With frequent use though, it quickly cracked apart, to the
point where I found a threshold at 150 mg, desired effects around 300 mg. A lot
of powder. I have never used a dissociative where the tolerance built that
quickly. Maybe this is just a concern for the frequent disso users. A more
casual user probably doesn’t have to worry about this.
T0:00– Dose snorted. Had
to crush up big solid crystals. It smells like burnt rubber. There is a brief pleasurable
sting that quickly fades. It goes down easy for the amount of powder.
T0:10- Feeling a bit of
lightness and vibration in my limbs. It feels like heat is rising,
T0:15- It suddenly accelerates.
It buzzes into my limbs and extremities with force, bands of buzzing static
being fired down my arms; It’s an electric numbness, sizzling on my knuckles. I
feel floppy and light, like there is wind behind each movement. I feel a little
mentally activated and stimulated. I start replying to a lot of texts I was
putting off. I am sociable and eager to talk to people, there is an edge of
mania to it. It feels like a waterfall rushing upwards. My head is buzzing and
vibrating. I feel stimulated to read and engage with things, I am reading about
the Hell Creek Formation, where so many dinosaur fossils have been found.
T0:20- I lie down on my
bed, It feels like I am an oil slick on the surface of an undulating ocean. Steady
waves of motion pulse through my body and I just lie there and accept it. I
feel soft, I feel like I am encapsulated in perfectly cubed pillows, in several
segments conforming all around me and pressing into me in perfect order. There
are light open eye visuals of pulsing columns and stripes running down my
walls, conveyers of glowing glass bricks methodically ticking up and down the right
angles in my vision, I am floaty, I am heavy at once too. It is deep deep
dissociation and I am being tossed and twisted on its pastel waves.
T0:30- I feel so heavy I
feel like sagging clay, I feel like my head is filled with neon basaltic
columns, steady and sturdy and orderly. It feels like a heavy sinking wind is
pulling my extremities away. I am so numb it is so soft, and yet among this, I
am lucid, I can think, enunciate, articulate. With my eyes open my entire field
of vision is just flashing, pulsing, flowing and drifting, the pulses travel through
the mass of the room and chunk themselves into me, pushing and pulsing through
my body as ballooning bolstering waves.
T0:50- I have enough motor
control to get up, go to the basement, and take a massive bong rip. It’s time
to see the depths of this compound. I turn out the lights and put in headphones
and run Asobi Seksu’s self titled album, a wondrous wall of shoegaze and
dreampop. The hole is active and synesthetic, globular and vast and round, and
very blocky, there is a constant pixel and voxel quality to a lot of the visuals.
As the music progresses my hole avatar is pulled and contorted and cushioned and
blasted with glorious light. Felted wings pulse from my back at points, I turn
and spin in giant golden gyroscopes; I am at times separated into segments and stretched
into impossible lengths. It is a joyous ride. Color and vision, bound by motifs
of blocks, interlocking, stacking, colliding at perfect ratios- predominant
themes of segments per geometry formed of stained glass windows. The hole was
not much motion, more of an environment transforming and adjusting around me,
all in such perfect mathematical order, invoking the glory of gods sun light
through the colored windows of cathedrals, prismatic and angular and all fit
perfectly together in tessellation. Odd enough in this hole I still get jolts of
my body interjecting- an itch on a mosquito bite; a sting on a cut; reality can
still pierce through. Indeed I was not the blank confused mind surrendering to the
sensory experience of the hole (or lack thereof), throughout much of the experience
my mind was engaged with thoughts of my real waking life.
T1:30- I come out of the
hole. I don’t find myself sitting in an empty daze like often happens, I am immediately
functional and able to move around and engage with my surroundings. My field of
vision is still pulsing and flashing. The same interlocking regular patterns of
visuals still adorn my walls, in magenta and turquoise. I feel soothed and
relaxed, though a driven mania similar to that of the comeup has arisen again
and is rushing into me. I am now just sitting in the dark, downloading music
for my library, reading about it, comfortable in the dark in the glow of my
laptop
T2:00- The experience is
turning down. I am distractable and find myself deeply engrossed in whatever
task I engage in, though the task also quickly shifts to another when something
catches my curiosity. I am exploring random bits of the vast unpopulated areas
of the American west on google maps. It is an immersive activity that would probably
be more fun if I was deeper into the experience, but there is a lingering
stimulation that keeps me engaged. I still feel a little numb in the fingers
and a bit dizzy and lightheaded, but my fine motor skills are intact enough to
use a computer. The heavier sense of dissociation and confusion has faded
though. Colorful visuals still dance across my surroundings but they are
certainly becoming more faint.
T3:30- Mostly down. Fee a
bit dazed, there is a bit of lingering stimulation but it is subtle and manageable.
T4:00- Back to baseline.
Epilogue- I have a nice
glow for the next day. I am in a pleasant mood despite a spate of intense
depressive episodes over the last month. Perhaps this is the lingering
antidepressant effect of dissociatives that I found has often eluded me.
Conclusion: God I wish
this stuff was more potent. I really was disappointed with my initial trials,
but more dedicated use with the acceptance of having to take absolutely
ludicrous doses has warmed me up to this. It is extremely similar to 2-FXE and
MXiPr, for those familiar with them. It is generally heavier, less stimulating,
and has a shorter duration. It is colorful and fairly visual, with a varied and
diverse hole experience. It is heavy and soothing and warm. It is something
quite suited to casual use, perhaps for fans of ketamine that want a little
something more out of the experience.
